soooo funny

steven has a laugh just like ELMO and i had to get it on video!!

soooooo funny

bowling time!

We had a fun family night.. with bowling and some yummy food.. yes I am on a diet but i had a cheat day! I love my boys soo much! When we are together nothing in the world matters! I am soo lucky to have them! check out or fun in in the pic below!

hugh and I like to share!
deep fried goodness!

I LOVE THIS MAN!

He loved this ball!

happy lil man!

steven did the names

hottie!

ohh ya I am good(not)

he loved the bowling

dork!

my lil family!

back to the real world!

So monday I will start work again! I dont really know If I am ready to leave my baby, but Ready or not here I go! I just hope that he will know I love him very much and I am working so we can have a better life! I am scared that It will all be alot, working part time and being a full time.. mom and w/ steven working 2 jobs it all on me. I love me kids but I get over worked sometime.. keeping the house clean .. luandry done.. oh man to be a mom.. Now a WORKING MOM! lets hope I have it in me!

my lil superhero!

Hugh is obsessed with superheros..

If I want him to eat I tell him its what all the superheros eat!

at nap time i tell him superheros need thier sleep!

He wants to be just like a supehero!

So today we played around and dressed up like superheros! He was super bunny! Do no ask me why he called himself that! he is sooo silly but I love this about my boy!

The big Brother!

Hugh is in love with his little brother!

He wants to help all the time! He hates when Harley crys.

I am soo happy hugh is taking a new baby in the home so well!

I love my boys!

Getting ready!

Hospital bag -check

phone chargers -check

Camrea - check

Bobby pillow -check

Car seat - check

But then I stop.. I think... One more day and I will be the mother of 2 little boys! How did I get this lucky... I get 2 times the love! there are ladies out there that would make better mothers than I could ever be who can''t have kids! I thank the lord everyday for letting my be a parent! Yes some days I could pull my hair out but I would no change a thing! I am ready! all that "stuff"" for the hospital doesn't matter as long as I get my little man in my arms! Mommy is ready Harely!

I love you

Easter fun!

We had a super fun day..

filled with Brunch with my mom and dad..

then an Easter egg hunt at the park..

Back to mom and dads to dye easter eggs,

And a super yummy ham dinner!

I love my family and always have a blast with them!

check out the pics from out fun day!

silly times!

Hugh was being soo silly..

He was walking around the house making the sillest faces!

I had to take pics of it!

He can always make me smile!

why can life kick ur butt sometimes!

I have so many feeling going on in my head.. 3 week from today I will have my lil baby in my arms! This is a joy that u can't explain! It will knock the wind out of me just as it did when I held hugh for the 1st time.. which makes me think.... How can I love someone like I love my son! How can u have that feeling more then once? Am I that lucky to have that much love to give... I have so many worries.. will Harley get as much love as hugh did .. will hugh know that he is very loved?

Then there is work!! I am soo happy to have 2 months on with my boys! But at the same time I am soo worried about not getting a paycheck for 2 months!!! And then going back to work leaving my new lil baby! But I am very lucky I have my mother in-law who is going to watch my lil guy!!!

OHHH Man so much in my head!

Man, dads rock!

So steven picks up Hugh for the care day and tells me they are going to see the Batman Monster truck! I was like whatever! You get to go do that whit him while I work! Lame!

But then about 2 hrs later I get a call at work with Steven telling me He won 4 tickets to this weekends Monster Truck jam! I can't wait! We got pit party passes and free rides on a monster truck! Its going to be a super fun family day!!! I can't wait! Here are some pics of the batman car Hugh Loved it.. and he looks soo tiny next to the truck!