silly times!

Hugh was being soo silly..

He was walking around the house making the sillest faces!

I had to take pics of it!

He can always make me smile!

why can life kick ur butt sometimes!

I have so many feeling going on in my head.. 3 week from today I will have my lil baby in my arms! This is a joy that u can't explain! It will knock the wind out of me just as it did when I held hugh for the 1st time.. which makes me think.... How can I love someone like I love my son! How can u have that feeling more then once? Am I that lucky to have that much love to give... I have so many worries.. will Harley get as much love as hugh did .. will hugh know that he is very loved?

Then there is work!! I am soo happy to have 2 months on with my boys! But at the same time I am soo worried about not getting a paycheck for 2 months!!! And then going back to work leaving my new lil baby! But I am very lucky I have my mother in-law who is going to watch my lil guy!!!

OHHH Man so much in my head!

Man, dads rock!

So steven picks up Hugh for the care day and tells me they are going to see the Batman Monster truck! I was like whatever! You get to go do that whit him while I work! Lame!

But then about 2 hrs later I get a call at work with Steven telling me He won 4 tickets to this weekends Monster Truck jam! I can't wait! We got pit party passes and free rides on a monster truck! Its going to be a super fun family day!!! I can't wait! Here are some pics of the batman car Hugh Loved it.. and he looks soo tiny next to the truck!

my lil rocker!

hugh love to turn on the music and dance..

well now he like to play like he is the rock star..

here is a lil of how much he rocks!

king of the house.

okie so steven and hugh are always playing together..

one of the games they love to play most is KING OF THE BED...

well the other day it become king of everything...

the table

the t.v

the coffe table.

the kitch

the sofa!

whats dorks!!!

It was really funny to see steven and hugh running around the house yelling king of the sofa! king of the tv.... my silly silly boys!!

What a lucky lady I am!

I feel like the luckest lady in the world tonight..

Nothing big happend.. I just feel so blessed!

I have a husband who will do anything for me.

He has been working 10 hr days everyday.

And on his day off he went into work and did a 12 hr day!

I have a son who shows me everyday the joys of the small things!

If its to stop and pick a small flower to smell it..

Or its to look up at the moon to see it shine!

The smile on his face can make the worest day better!

I have a child inside of me growing everyday!

The wonder it is to be a women and bring a life into this world!

I can't wait to hold my new baby boy!

Harley mommy is ready to meet you!

What a lucky lucky lady I am!

the fun of being a big fat preggo lady!

So it all started Thursday morning.. I woke to hugh coming in to my room wanting juice and food.. ok nothing weird soo far.. but then I started getting a weird pulling feeling on my right side.. didn't hurt to bad so we went on with our morning

Hugh and I go to get into a shower.. water on .. hugh undressed, me undress... next thing I know I am on the ground crying in pain. my pulling feeling had turned into a feeling of someone ripping at my insides! So here I am crying on the floor water running and hugh and I both in our birthday suites!

So I try and pull it together.. I crawl to my phone call steven tell him to get home fast something is wrong.. then I have to call my work to tell them I wont be in... something I really didn't want to do . I can't stop the crying as I am calling so I freak everyone out at work ... stacey who works with me runs out the door and is at my house in 5 mins.. I was so happy to see someone.. She got me and hugh dressed then steven comes in and off to the hospital we go..


So we get into the hospital. Pain in my said has gone but now I am having contractions!
So the take blood.. do test.. give me shots the stop the contractions! 7 hrs later they tell me I have a UTI... very coming in preagnet ladies. So that's what made me side hurt and then from that pain I was making my body to have contractions! so I get and iv to clean out my body and meds to take at home!


oh what fun it is to be a preggo lady!!!
April 15th needs to get here and fast!

The joys of motherhood!

Oh motherhood how I love you! I love the things I get to do.

CLEANING UP TOYS!

GIVING CUPS OF JUICE!

KISSING THE SORES AWAY!

PLAYING KING OF THE BED!

LATE NIGHT LEG RUBS!

SING SONG!

GIVE BATHS!

TELL THE MONSTERS TO GO AWAY!

PARK PLAY DATES!

I love that i get to do all those things. But I look back and think I have sooo much more to learn .

I say bring it on!!!!!