Thursday, March 25, 2010

why can life kick ur butt sometimes!


I have so many feeling going on in my head.. 3 week from today I will have my lil baby in my arms! This is a joy that u can't explain! It will knock the wind out of me just as it did when I held hugh for the 1st time.. which makes me think.... How can I love someone like I love my son! How can u have that feeling more then once? Am I that lucky to have that much love to give... I have so many worries.. will Harley get as much love as hugh did .. will hugh know that he is very loved?


Then there is work!! I am soo happy to have 2 months on with my boys! But at the same time I am soo worried about not getting a paycheck for 2 months!!! And then going back to work leaving my new lil baby! But I am very lucky I have my mother in-law who is going to watch my lil guy!!!


OHHH Man so much in my head!

1 comment:

Grandma said...

that is a lot to worry about. First of all I remember that same feeling, it's a miracle how love grows, just when your heart is completely full, it's capacity enlarges. I don't know how it is possible but it's so true. and becuz you love more for the new baby Hugh will feel it and be increased in love as well. Don't worry about money it's really never about enough money as it is about enough time. We don't run out of money at the end of the paycheck, we run long of time after the money is gone so...don't ever say you don't have enough money just say your time ran out first. lol